On October 29, 2010, I was ordained as a deacon in the Episcopal Church.
At the time, I thought I was what the Church problematically calls a “vocational” deacon. This is a problematic adjective for two reasons. First, “transitional” deacons, that is, deacons who are ordained on their way to their later ordination as priests, are also vocational: to become a deacon is to stay one. Holy orders are … sticky. (The ten-dollar word is “ontological.”) It’s the idea (which I believe is a good one) that something fundamental about a person changes, or is revealed, or is fulfilled, when she is ordained. Something indelible happens when she is set apart for a particular ministry in the Church. But the second reason is even more important: all baptized Christians are called to a diaconal vocation. We are all “vocational deacons,” in the sense that Christ himself comes among us as one who serves, and we are all baptized into his servant ministry, his diaconate.